Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Moody...
Today is
juz not my day, woke up in an extremely bad mood, mummy talked to me, i ignored, sis talked to me i
juz told her
i'm not in the mood to entertain her, i think
i'm so bad!! Sometimes i
juz hate being this kind of person, but i can't control, this is not wad i want also but wad can i do?!! Can anyone fucking change my mind and the way i think?! I guess no one can except myself. Right now i
juz feel like taking half day and go to the beach!!
Juz wanna scream out, maybe i will feel better, been sick for sometimes, my cough has becoming worse and worse, i cough till my chest is very pain
loh, will i
juz die like
dat? Even if die also not a bad thing i guess, though i love myself
alot, but i think if i dun have to think
abt those
unnecessary thing i will be happier!! i
noe i think too much, who wants to think
dat much, but the truth is i can't control my bloody mind rite. I dunno wad happen to me sometimes, PMS i think is part of the reason. I wanna go to the beach so much today,
juz sit there quietly..... Now listening to Shin's
si le dou yao ai (Live), pump up the vol. I think I really enjoy listening to this kind of screaming and loud music when
i'm not in a
gd mood.. Maybe i
juz go to the beach alone today after work or wad. *
Roarrrrrrrr.......... Can i
juz fuck care everything!!
Y9/26/2007 02:01:00 PM
