Thursday, February 03, 2005
A story to share...
There was a time when A, B & C met each other, later they became close frenZz and buddies, they alway hang around together and everybody knows they were close frenZz.. even A itself thinks so also, so A treats them really well, always be there for them when they need someone. Although A knew that B & C are closer, (although C said that it treats A & B the same, they were both equally important to her) but A still treat them as its buddies, and almost very secrets A has, it would share with them.
But slowly as time passes, A realizes that things wasn’t like what A thought, whatever things happened, C always share it to B instead of A, and vice versa. Even though A knew this, A continue to hang out with them and treats them the same, thinking that all along it knew that B & C are closer so maybe that’s the case, A also thinks that it should cherish they friendship because it knows that they will be separated soon as they will be going out of their own world.
Although A thinks that way, but deep down inside A was hurt and disappointed. Thinking that everything will be fine and back to normal, things happened again, there was time when B & C came to class then they did not talk to A, A does not know what happened, then quietly sat there alone, thinking that it thinks too much. But lesson ends, both B & C get up of their seats and left the class, leaving A all alone there.
A was so shocked, don’t even know if it’s fault to make them angry. A was so heartbroken, sad & disappointed, on the way home keeps thinking of it. Whenever A is down, it will sit down at somewhere near its house just sit down there thinking, that time, A did that, but that did not makes A feel better, at night one of A’s good friends called to chat with A, (let’s call him D) while chatting D felt that A wasn’t it usual self, so he asks A what happened? A slowly trying to control its tears and started to sob and sob, D was shocked, because to him, A was always cheerful, bubblely but today is totally different. A apologized to D for this matter, but because it was really hurt and it can’t control its tears.
A, B & C were good frenZz fine again, but things don’t last long.. It’s time to choose to do a big project, and they planned to do together, but unfortunately they were told that only 2 can group together, A was sad because it wants to group with them, knowing that only 2 persons can be grouped together A knows that it got to do alone, A was worried and sad, B & C knew A is worry about this matter and C told A that they surely can group together if they going to do a big one and a good one, telling A not to worry, they won’t dump A alone. A was so touched to hear that and was really glad that they were with her. Then A started to plan how they want to start off everything, because time is running out, so A hopes to do a real good one, hopefully they really can group together. But B & C don’t really seem to keen on planning what to do, then C told A that B don’t seems to care so maybe C will do the project alone.
Hearing that A was disappointed but there’s nothing A can do, so A just go on to do alone. But the next few days during lesson time, lecturer asks who is doing what and it turns out that B & C doing the same thing together!! A was so shocked, it never knew that they actually betray A. A of course not only angry but also sad and totally disappointed with them. But guess what, A still willing to pretend that nothing happen and everything is fine look. ( Wah lau how stupid can A be!!!! Like that also can act like nothing happen ar!!) A still hang around with them. Unbelievable right? Because A still cherish their friendship, they’ve been through so much ups & downs together, A really can’t bear to lose them. But they didn’t even bother to explain why things like that and not even apologies to A. Then A’s idea was being accepted by most of the lecturers, except one, although most of the people was “shoot” by that lecturer, A still feel sad, so it went out of the classroom and hide itself at one corner. Then came E & F ( 2 of A’s classmates) they saw A was alone in a corner and begin to ask A what happen, A just smile and say nothing, then they ask A to join them. A politely rejected because A really wants to be alone.
Where’s buddies B & C?? they were out there with some other frenZz, didn’t even call or a message to ask A where A is. Some good frenZz huh?! A didn’t talk to them through out the lesson, vice versa too, after the lesson part of the people need to stay behind A was one of them, then B & C just left like that didn’t even look at A, not to mention to say goodbye to A. After these happened, A starting to doubt their friendship, is it really a friendship if they treat me like that? A starts to question itself..
But A is still glad that besides all these, A’s family is always be there for A, no matter what happened. A’s family is the most important to it. So people, if you are reading this damn long story, thxs for reading and hoping that you all can really cherish your family and friendship don’t let your love ones suffer like A, if you really care about them and remember don’t promise things which can’t keep, when you promise something, make sure you can do it.
Y2/03/2005 05:05:00 AM