Juz For FUN

S.H.I.F.T.E.D!!!

2008-08-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

My dearest frenz... Glad U guys are still reading my seldomly touched blog!! hee.. =P
I've created a new blog @ www.xanga.com/gine_zhang so pls view me at there.. Thxs!!

2008-05-01T10:53:00.004+08:00

Today's 1st of May!! juz 1wk after Mayday's CONCERT!!! Damn HIGH man!! Woohooo~ they all are juz so FUN loh!! my hse com's dead... office block blogspot etc.. all blocked lah, WTF loh!! no form of entertainment already.. Luckily still can use bb's com!! Pinky wakes up early in the morning and bb still slping.. feeling so bored, play wif Pinky for awhile then surf friendster, facebook etc.. been like a wk or so since i last logged in to them.. dunno after this entry how long more will i post another entry.. haiZz.. hopefully will get a new com by this month ba!! Been sick from tue's morning.. went home in the noon and see doc.. then Dr Hui gave me 1 1/2 day MC!! WooHoo~ plus today holiday i'm resting for 2 1/2 man!! Shiok sia!! Muahahahaha... but bb later still gg to go back office work.. so poor thing man.. recently been working till so late... ask me to accompany him go office later.. but see how later ba..so sian tml still gg to work sia!! Aahhhhh..... still got so many work to do man.. Zzzz... no choice lah, no work no money u noe!! haiZz... ok lah.. i go slp awhile.. hee.. will try to update again... tata...~

i'M BACK!!!

2008-04-01T17:45:00.012+08:00

Is there anyone still reading my blog?!! (i noe Pris did!! hee! thxs gal!!) My blog is not dead yet!! hee.. Sorry, MIA in here.. Been bz wif work etc. So tiring man.. the only thing dat keeps me alive right now is counting down to my MAYday concert (Of course my dar dar + Pinky, my gfs and my frenz and family also)!! Yeappie!!! I can see my AShin already!! WooHoo!!ღ Gonna thxs my 38 gfs for the ticket!! luv u gals!!ღ

Nice nice!! Can't wait for 26th April to arrive man!! I like the rest of the members too, but not as much as toward him!! hee.. But they are juz as cute lah!! hee.. I think their concert will be damn HIGH!! i'm already prepared to scream my lungs out!! Whoo hoo!! 25 days more to go!! Oh.. btw Happy April Fool to everyone!! hee.. nobody try to bluff me today yet leh.. hee.. i nv play a prank on ppl too, nv had any intention for dat lah, like so old already, lol.. but dar dar called me juz now and i told him abt the Growth Dividends dat gov gg to give us on April, he still thought i bluff him!! wah lau.. if i wanna bluff something sure will be something else better lah.. hee.. but hor hope they can faster bank in the money into my bank!! I NEED MONEY!!! wahahaha... Need money for so many things loh.. haiZz... gonna find ways to earn more $$ le... Zzzzz...

Happy Belated V. Day!!

2008-02-18T14:54:00.017+08:00

Hee.. Happy belated belated V. Day!! I'm 4 days late.. hee... no time to blog u see.. Something exciting happened!! Kelf's baby has come to this world!! Hee... She's so tindy and cute loh.. She's one day b4 V. day and she's also a Pisces Baby in the yr of Rat!! Same as me!! WoooHoo..!!! OMG, juz take a look at her!! So cute!! I wanna kidnap her back!! Wahahaha... ♥...

*Zzz

Opps.. it's blur.. hee...

*huh?? the blur look.. hee..

*yawn

*smile

the close-up look!!

*tiny little princess

Hee... She's super cute loh.. this is the 1st day when she's born but already look like she's here for a few days already rite?!! She's so active loh.. hee.. see already feel like having one also!! lol.. but not now lah.. ha..

So talking abt V. Day, nth special on dat day, but as long as u are wif the right person, everything will be special.. hee.. i received a Coach bag fr Kel.. Ha.. dun have surprise lah, coz on mon he ask me to take leave since his company was still closed dat time, then we went shopping and he brought me there and ask me to choose a bag i like coz he scare he dun have time to buy for me on dat day.. so i chose a white Coach 11601 Ergo Signature Large Hobo, it costs S$609 loh!! So ex, but still he bought for me.. hee.. thxs dar!! *muacks

ta da!! this is it!! nice? hee.. i like it alot!! =) we went for a ex dinner @ his friend there @ Serangoon Garden there, then we went to watch the movie after dat.. ha.. dat's abt it..

my 2nd sis received a box of Sin chocolate fr his bf!! the box is damn nice loh, then the chocolates itself is damn pretty too!!! Luv it!!

it doesn't looks as nice here coz originally it has a red ribbon ard it, but my sis removed it.. & i heart the LIP chocolate!! So hot!! Woo Hoo!!!

See!! damn pretty rite?!! So sweet!! hee... Sorry coz i'm using my phone camera to took it, so it appears to be alittle bur..

Time flies... 4 more days and i'm turning 24... HaiZzz... can i juz stop the time!! i dun wanna age!! Arghh.... but birthday muz be happy hor.. hee.. =) anyway i decided to save $$ le.. been spending too much already!! Arghhh.... Way to go!!!
Juz as i mentioned abt my birthday in this blog, sallz & vera gave me an ang bao for my birthday!!! It's fr Allan, Anthony, Sallz, Vera, Dap & Pris!! So Sweet of them.. actually it's irene's birthday on the 17th feb also, so she dun give me i dun give her.. hee.. but Irene treated us for lunch today!! So full loh!! Thxs da jie!! Hee... It's gd to be loved and love ppl!! =)

Happy yr 2008!!!

2008-01-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!! Hee... my blog is dead for some times and now it's finally alive again.. It's already yr 2008!!! Ha.. Think i'm very late to say dat, but still Happy belated belated New Year!! hee.. Noe how i celebrate my New yr?? I went to the Night Safari wif Kel!! Hee.. he's the one who suggested, so cute rite, coz we thought we can have a peaceful new yr celebration since town sure packed wif ppl, but to our surprised, there's quite lotsa ppl @ the Zoo, Night Safari as well!! Hee.. it's a enjoyable trip, but din really took alot of photos coz we are not allow to use flash there.. Talking abt photos, "Dar, where's the photos we took?!!" He still havn't pass to me coz he forget where he placed the camera cable!! -_-" After the bintan trip we planned to go for a long and futher holiday during March, so i think i really have to start saving le.. Hee..

Been bz wif my work been doing OT, went out etc... hee.. bought new hp, HTC touch, coz my N70 kenna dropped into the water and now it's dead, after dat i borrowed fr my 2nd sis her old sony ercisson phone and kenna stolen / dropped.. HaiZz.. lucky my hp contract has reached 21 mths so i can do a recontract.. Saw the white HTC touch phone which my colleague, Michelle is using, luv it at once!! it's nice & classy hee... slim enough for a pda phone.. so i decided to get dat!!

Ta da.. Hee.. Nice rite?!! So far so gd lah!! at least gd enough for me but juz dat i dun like the camera, its 2.0 mega pixels same as my previous N70, but the quality is juz so different loh, N70 camera is still better especially it still got flash light but HTC touch dun have.. the sms ringtone also got to be very short and it will actually has a repeated double tones if 2 sms came in before one another loh.. haiZz.. dat's it's bad point, and it will actually plays till the full song ends even when u already reading the msg, so its better for u all to use its sms tone in the phone itself.. Besides changing new phone for new yr, there's still a few happy events dat's taking place, already took place and gg to take place. Once of it is Sallz's wedding!! And we decided to have a bridal shower @ Dragonfly!! Hee.. it's been a long long time since i went there.. We had lotsa fun there, I still ask Six to dedicate a song for her!! (Ain't I sweet?!! wahahahaha.. ;P) Need to thxs Six for helping also..
Me & Six!!

Me & Sallz!! *Muacks

Dap & me!! *Yeah

Me & Vera!! Hee.. i like this pic coz my face looks slim in this pic!! wahahahaha...

*Kiss kiss

Lol... Alex & Allan, damn funny!!

Ain't u fortunate Sallz!! Got so many beauties kiss u dat nite!! Hee..

OMG.. Eeeeee... Alex and Allan u 2 are damn GAY sia!!!

*Smiles

Hee.. its on the 16th Jan, me and Vera took leave and went to be her "jie mei", was rather fun to get the sabo the groom and the guys while we still got $$ to collect!!

@ Carlton, wif dap, pris, vera & Nerissa.. Finally get a chance to wear my Zara dress dat Kel bought for me, hee..

Pris & me!!

I LUV this pic!! So CUte rite?!! Wahahaha...

Me & beautiful Sallz!!

hee.. Nice wedding i muz say & after the wedding we went to a club call NaNa, its a thai kinda club, but i doubt i will wanna go again, hee.. kinda boring there coz think 70% of the ppl plus customers there is thai, the songs they sing 90% is Thai and only like 10% is english.. ha.. catch no ball on wad they are singing man..

Wif Jasmine & Sheila @ NaNa.. Been a long time nv get to see them!!

Me & Pris camwhoring @ NaNa's loo.. hee..

Nice toilet..

Went to Jay's concert on 19th Jan!! It was GREAT!! Jay ROCKS!! Can heard dat Jay's flu affected his singing alittle, but overall!! NICE & GREAT!! Enjoyed it throughout, it's a concert u shldn't have missed it!!

Anyway been looking forward for Kelf's baby princess to come to this world!! I wanna play wif her!!! Kelf's princess is same as me, Rat yr plus it's gg to be a feburary baby and the the due date is ard 20-27th then Kelf said she wants it to be on the 22nd!! Hee.. same as me!!! So sweet rite!! Hee... but talking abt this.. I'm gg to be 24th this yr.. and its so soon... less than a mth.. haiZzz... still dunno how to celebrate my birthday yet.. hmm...

tired tired tired.. went to meet my ZXJM ytd.. Eliza, Chris & Cindy.. had a very very short dinner @ bugis then i left, coz meeting kel also.. Eliza passed me a box of chocolate dat she bought at England, think she shared it wif Jasmine.. the box is so nice dat i dun bear to it them!! wahahaha... Thxs gals!! =) ytd they still treat me for dinner!! hee.. =) so sweet of them... after dat meet him at bugis MRT then went to bishan to buy his new love, PS 3!! he bought 3 games also... Yeah i got PS 3 to play le!! wahahahahaha... =) K lah.. i'm gg to search for new blog skin for my blog le!!! tata..

Tracy's birthday!!

2007-12-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

Ha... A little updates b4 i knock off.. last 2 wks is Tracy's birthday, went to celebrate wif my 38 dearies!! Long time nv gather together le!! Miss u all!! ha.. ytd and sat also met up wif then coz it's my another 38 gf's birthday!!! Angie dearie'S BIRTHDAY!! but havn't got the photos yet, so i shall upload Tracy dearie's birthday photos 1st..

Ha..we juz freaking LOVE taking photos!!

See Tracy!! Ain't u feeling fortunate!! So many beauties kissed U!!! Hee...

Tiring Thursday....

2007-11-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

Wat a tiring thursday afternoon!! So Sleepy... Been having OT for this whole wk, coz need to do the JDE stuff.. But glad dat still have time wif Xx.. ytd Xx knocks off at 7 so i OT till dat time also, then we meet for dinner @ Bugis and he took me to BV to shop!! Ha.. though he dun like to go this kind of places but still take me there to shop coz he noes i like.. *Hugs
But only bought a pair of shoes ytd.. Nth much to buy leh.. But i like lah, dat pair of shoes.. hee..
ta da.. this is the shoes he bought for me & i wear it today!! Hee..

My colleagues said too bad it's flats not heels, but i've been searching for flats recently coz i wanna bought one dat i can wear to work, dun really like to wear heels to work lah, except fri or wkends, coz i think it's more comfortable to wear to work or wad.. Fri coz mostly go out club or enjoy so heels better lah.. hee.. Anyway like the design, clean and simple plus easy to match!!
Time passes very fast as i realise, it's already thursday though i been looking forward to wkend!! Hee.. but sad lah, this sat and last sat he(Xx) nv meet me so only fri loh!! Coz last sat he went to see cars wif his bro and go meet his buddies then this coming sat he'll be gg to wedding, ask me to go along but siao ar, at sentosa there then all ppl i dunno one, so i gave it a pass.. Hmm.. where can i go this sat?? Any one wanna date me?? Craving to go KTV but maybe gg wif my chubbies colleagues nxt wk, feel like gg fly coz it's been quite some time since i last went.. but not many wanna go leh.. hmm.. or juz go shop?? but need to save $$!! wah lau sad lah, scaly say so much in the end i stay at home watch my korean drama!! Lol.. hmm... nvm lah see how lah.. anyway Ling took a pic of my YY then put inside the frame and it reminds me of Jay's latest album!!

Ha.. looks like rite!! lol... So cute!!!!
Arrrrgh... tired, sleepy but still gonna go back work liao.. tata...

Cheerful Gine is back!!!!

2007-11-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaha.... Cheerful Gine is back!!! Amnesiac thxs for ur prayers!! Maybe it really works! Ha... thxs the rest of my frenz for ur concern also.. weiming still sms me at 12 plus ytd to see if i'm alright!! Thxs match stick!! Hee.. Oopss.. My bud also, kai, my ZXJM, Chris, eliza etc.. thxs!! I'm fine le... hee.. Of course my Chubbies colleagues also very caring!! Thxs!! Angie and Yan u all still owe me a treat of ice cream hor!! I wun forget one.. hee... Everything is fine except some.. but i think juz gonna let it be, think juz need time ba.. i think i already did wad i shld.. so i shldn't think abt it and let it affect me and my love ones.. hee.. Been bz wif JDE stuff so think today need to OT so i shldn't blog long.. Juz to let the ppl reading my blog noes dat i'm fine already.. =)

Love Xiao Xing..

Down Down Down....

2007-11-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

Been down for these few days... haiZz... bought a whole big bar of chocolate and other big packs of chocolates, hoping dat by eating them i will feel better.. but guess i was wrong.. still feel so down... Juz now still offer Pris the chocolate coz she was down also.. funny rite, me myself is down still go and cheer others up... Ha.. haiZz.. so tired loh.. gonna force myself to smile to others coz dun wanna coz others to be unhappy also.. my chubbies colleagues all not use to see the Moody gine.. think they prefer the 38 & cheerful gine.. i also prefer the cheerful gine.. but i'm those very hard to show my emotional... haiZzz... But Swee mama(Vera) is so sweet loh.. she said if i need someone to accompany to go out wif muz tell them.. they will keep me accompany.. Hee... So sweet!! *Muacks Thxs alot!! Really appreciate it.. Hopefully dat things will be better, blue sky will be out after the storm........ Hope dat i can go for a holiday soon.. without thinking of those unhappiness.... *Pray hard Anyway din wan things to turn out in this way... Really hope everything will be fine... Hope U can understand this...

It's been Soooo Long....

2007-11-06T10:56:00.001+08:00

Hee... it's been so long since i last blogged... Coz i've been lazy!! Wahahaha... Coz mostly i'm not at home during wkends, except dat time went for my Chemical peeling.. It's a raining Tuesday... was boarding the bus to work juz now.. then listening to my all-times fav. Jay's latest album.. really like his songs.. Especially the song, wo bu pei (我不配), cai hong (彩虹), pui gong ying de yue ding (蒲公英的约定), zui chang de dian ying (最长的电影) etc.. Aiya.. basically all nice lah!! Hee... But wo bu pei still my fav lah!! Hee..

Woo Hoo.. Juz so in to him!!!! Cool and Talented!! wahahahaha.. haiZz... dunno y today then can get his album.. supose to get on the 2nd of Nov one mah... HaiZz.. nvm lah..
Hee.. so excited.. gg to bring home his album today!!! Hair getting long.. now no shape like dat.. see le also sian... but i dun wanna cut le.. i wanna back my LONG hair!!!!!!!!!! *Roaaaaaaaaarrrrr..... Hee.. anyway back to my topic.. excited to bring his album back but i'm more looking forward to his CONCERT on 18th & 19th Jan 2008!!!!! HaiZzz... too bad i bought the tickets on the 19th one.. i wanna go on the 18th one coz it6's his birthday!! but hor... coz he opens on the 19th one 1st then scare he wun open the 2nd day buy usually he will lah.. so dun care lah we juz grab the 19th one... better than nth mah.. Hee... I"M SO SO SO EXCITED!! Waited for so long!!! *Wish i can go on the 18th too....
Besides this.. i'm also looking forward to this Thursday! 8th Nov!! Coz it's not only a PH dat no need to work but also a special day for me!! Hee... Hmmm... hopefully i will enjoy this day... Hee... Anyway.. See the goodies for Jay's concert!!

I want I want I want!!!!! I want the gong zai musical stage, the musical stage (small), the rings, the T-shirt, hp accessories etc.. I want ALLL!!! Muahahaha....

Ha... Things have been gd to me.. I'm a happy gal.. i hope i can be happy and cheerful everyday!!!! =) Same to all my friends.. Hope they can be happy everyday too!! Yeah!!!

I heart my MAC nude lip stick & lip gloss!!

2007-10-02T10:31:00.000+08:00

My mood izzit too gd few days ago, but now i'm ok le!! Hee... Thxs Weiming for his concern despite so bz still skype me and ask abt me!! Hee... thxs!!! Planned to meet up wif XX last fri but too bad in the end... met up wif Eliza instead, ha.. she's sweet enough to accompany me wait till 11 plus lah, but she needty go meet her frenz so left me alone.. but my day wasn't too bad cozi found the kind of nude colour lip stick i wanted for so long!! Went to see alot of brands on the nude colour i want but all not nude enough... dat time went Japan also nv really go find, but manage to get 2 quite nude colour lip sticks lah.. hee..

finally i rem seeing something nude @ MAC so went to their store @ Takashimaya to find.. Wahahaha... finally let me found it!! Muahahha...

This is the very nude lip colour Mika @ her "I Love You" MTV, like her make-up loh, not everyone can bring out this kind of cool makeup wif attitude loh, but Mika can!! She's so pretty!!
Hee... think i have to slim down 8kg more to be as slim as her loh, especially her face!!! I want Oval-shapr FACE!!! *ROARrrrrr........ Ok, i've been working on towards my slimming goal le!! though most of my fren said i seems slimed down but i still think i can slim down more!! hee... if i really can resist the temptation of CHOCOLATE!! but very hard leh, i'm addicited to chocolate one!! hee... but i'll try lah... hee... So looking forward to this wkend!! think fri gg DF, but dat's not the main thing i'm looking forward.. hee.. Coz i'm planning something.. Wahahahaha... hopefully it turn out well!! ;)

Moody...

2007-09-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

Today is juz not my day, woke up in an extremely bad mood, mummy talked to me, i ignored, sis talked to me i juz told her i'm not in the mood to entertain her, i think i'm so bad!! Sometimes i juz hate being this kind of person, but i can't control, this is not wad i want also but wad can i do?!! Can anyone fucking change my mind and the way i think?! I guess no one can except myself. Right now i juz feel like taking half day and go to the beach!! Juz wanna scream out, maybe i will feel better, been sick for sometimes, my cough has becoming worse and worse, i cough till my chest is very pain loh, will i juz die like dat? Even if die also not a bad thing i guess, though i love myself alot, but i think if i dun have to think abt those unnecessary thing i will be happier!! i noe i think too much, who wants to think dat much, but the truth is i can't control my bloody mind rite. I dunno wad happen to me sometimes, PMS i think is part of the reason. I wanna go to the beach so much today, juz sit there quietly..... Now listening to Shin's si le dou yao ai (Live), pump up the vol. I think I really enjoy listening to this kind of screaming and loud music when i'm not in a gd mood.. Maybe i juz go to the beach alone today after work or wad. *Roarrrrrrrr.......... Can i juz fuck care everything!!

Hmmm....

2007-08-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm…. I’m so bored.. Been staying @ home these few days.. On leave on fri, went to NSC to do CP, So even Sat (past 00:00 so consider Sun, Hee..) I also @ home!! Wah lau… couldn’t believe it Sat and I’m at home… HaiZz… Will be staying @ home till Mon then return to work o Tues… Hmm…. How to know whether a person is telling u the truth? Think it really depends on how much trust u have in dat person. But think nowadays I’m more caution abt ppl, wun trust ppl so easily, but depends on who the person is lah. Luckily the frenz ard me most of them can be trusted, but of course there are some still in doubt. Came across a case, the person gave me quite a not bad impression, though we dunno each other for long, but whatever the person told me though I have a little doubt, but in the end I still choose to believe coz I thought wad dat person said it’s real, but actually turned out not wad I believed in. How sad izzit it, when u actually let a person dat trust u dat now have doubts in whatever u said, the worse part is when the person dun even bother to explain, since the person dun even bother to explain then wad for I bother to care whether wad dat person said to me is true or not rite, maybe got 80% is not true leh. At first is piss to found out dat it’s actually not wad dat person said, but in the end I think there’s more disappointment than hate/anger ba. Juz feel dat it’s quite a pity loh, the impression of dat person will not be the same anymore.
HaiZz… so this taught me to be more caution on ppl.. HaiZz.. change topics ba.. Ytd @ home been doing posters for my company coz they dunno wanna spend $$ to ask design agency to do! -_-“ Since I got design bg then they ask me do loh, but I really got no mood leh, but still I did 2 lah, on fri I did 2 also, then left 5 more to go..HaiZz.. tml maybe do 3 loh, then do another 2 on mon, See how lah, got no time to catch my drama leh, got a few Korean and Taiwanese drama still no time to watch loh, Sian.. dunno when can finish. But I did spent some time to update my ipod lah, update a few Mayday’s, SHE’s, Jolin Tsai’s concert and my Luna Sea’s live inside!! Hee.. Recently been listening to Mayday’s, SHE’s, Amei’s songs etc. Keep looping, coz I think damn nice, every songs I like I will sure look at the lyrics coz like dat then I can fully understand the songs, and once u know the lyrics, I love the songs even more!! Today when watching SHE’s Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou (谢谢你的温柔 (合唱飞轮海)) MTV then I realized dat lyrics very similar to how I feel!! Ha.. luv dat song even more now.. Hmm… here are those songs lyrics dat are my current fav.!! Got time then go find and listen hor, Nice Nice!! Hee..

S.H.E’s Song

歌手：S.H.E 歌曲：谢谢你的温柔 (合唱:飞轮海)

谢谢你的温柔
捧着爱情静静等候
我的双手其实同样在颤抖
但我能给你什么
我只是一个他遗忘的我
心被一扫而空
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于再次长出一个梦

飞轮海:不知道
不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道
不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

S.H.E:谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于再次长出一个梦
飞轮海:不知道

不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道
不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
******music******
飞轮海:不知道
不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道
不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

S.H.E:谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我

说你爱我
作词：Hebe 作曲：宋圭璋/苏亦承

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我
变成一种问候　
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红　
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后　
我承担不起你的承诺
下着雨让尘气稀释回忆　
我靠着你不出声音
看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜　
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口　
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候　
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红　
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后　
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

歌手：S.H.E 歌曲：五月天

黄金海岸的岸边我们肩并着肩
洁净的蓝天清澈的水面
吻成一条海平线
看你温柔的双眼弹着吉他的弦
歌词是诺言旋律是依恋
唱出一首五月天

五月的天刚诞生的夏天
我们之间才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面有好多明天
五月的天梦开始要鲜艳
前方蜿蜒一长串的心愿
我们一天一天慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天青春乌云几片
彩虹的旁边有星星几点
迫不及待在眨眼
海风味道变香甜沙滩镶满亮片
你哼着永远我和着不变
合唱一首五月天
海浪拼命欢呼跳跃一遍又一遍
鼓励我们看谁先吻谁的脸
为这五月之恋再添一个逗点
再多的五月天怕也不够我们沉醉
海燕身边来回盘旋扮演着领队
彷佛听见幸福在前面不远
为这五月之恋再添一点信念
往后的五月天和你走到比永远还远

Mayday’s song

最重要的小事
曲:马莎词:阿信

我走过动荡日子
追过梦的放肆穿过多少生死
却假装若无其事
穿过半个城市只想看你样子
这一刻最重要的事
是属于你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你
最小的事
我就算壮烈前世
征服滚滚乱世万人为我写诗
而幸福却是此时
静静帮你提着哈罗凯蒂袋子
这一刻最重要的事
是属于你最小的事
是属于你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你
最小的事
我就算壮烈前世
征服滚滚乱世万人为我写诗
而幸福却是此时
静静帮你提着哈罗凯蒂袋子
这一刻最重要的事
是属于你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你
最小的事（最重要的事）
你笑得像个孩子
每个平凡小事变成永恒故事

忘词
词曲:阿信

我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什么
我应该应该应该应该怎么作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沉默
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢
上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口

天天想你
作词:陈乐融作曲:陈志远

当我伫立在窗前
你愈走愈远
我的每一次心跳
你是否听见
当我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
回荡在耳边

隐隐约约
闪动的双眼
藏着你的羞怯
加深我的思念
两颗心的交界
你一定会看见
只要你愿意走向前

天天想你
天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你
天天守住一颗心
把我最好的爱留给你

歌手：五月天歌曲：离开地球表面

丢手表丢外套丢掉背包在丢唠叨
丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
冲啥大冲啥小冲啥都让人常烦恼
恨得多爱的少
只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉
一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒
一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

丢电脑丢外套丢掉背包在丢唠叨
丢掉电视丢电脑丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
野心大胆子小跳舞还要别人教
恨得多爱的少
只想越跳越疯越跳越高把地球甩掉
一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒
一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高去就听听特色导航

歌手：五月天歌曲：为爱而生

就等你的一个眼神
就能为你长征
为你占领所有边城
和天上的星辰
如果你一个笑
如果你一个吻
更多伤痕更多牺牲
就让爱更动人
就让爱更永恒
只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
我来到这个世界
这个人生为你而生存
只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
就让我越爱越疯
越陷越深越执着的灵魂
曾经灿烂曾经沸腾
就不会有悔恨
即使化成无名烟尘
在故事的尾声
爱是一种天分
还是一种天真
我不多想我不多问
让爱忘了分寸
让我奋不顾身
只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
我来到这个世界
这个人生为你而生存
只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
就让我越爱越疯
越陷越深越执着的灵魂

Jay’s Song
周杰伦不能说的秘密
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Amei’s Song

如果你也聽說
作詞:李焯雄作曲:周杰倫

忽然發現站了好久
不知道要往哪走
還不想回家的我
再多人陪只會更寂寞
許多話題關於我
就連我也有聽過
我的快樂要被認可
委屈卻沒有人訴說

夜把心洋蔥般剝落
拿掉防衛剩下什麼
為什麼脆弱時候
想你更多

如果你也聽說
有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友
還是你依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說

懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼附和
捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說
會不會相信我
對流言會附和
還是你知道我還是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了許多
懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我
胸口依然溫熱

許多話題關於我
就連我也有聽過
我想我寧可都沉默
解釋反而顯得做作

夜把心洋蔥般剝落
拿掉防衛剩下什麼
為什麼脆弱時候
想你更多

如果你也聽說
有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友
還是你依然會心疼我

好多好多的話想對你說
懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼附和
捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說
會不會相信我
對流言會附和
還是你知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多
懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我
胸口依然溫熱

如果你也聽說
有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友
還是你依然會心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多
懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我
胸口依然溫熱
如果你想起我
你會想到什麼

12 Things abt me...

2007-08-22T09:15:00.000+08:00

It's a rainy wed morning!! Damn bloody dun feel like waking up today and go to work loh!! feel like hiding under my pillow and blanket man!!! But bo bian, I this fri and mon on leave lah, so cannot today dun come also.. Juz have a thought in the bus dat I'm gg to blog coz i already have in mind wad i'm gg to write abt. I find dat human are really hard to understand, dunno wad they are thinking, of course i'm one of them also, but he said dat he can read me. ha.. Hmmm... So hereby I decided to write 12 things abt me!! Hee..

12 Things Abt Gine!! （排名不分先后哦！！）

1) Prefer dark colours clothing to light one, but dun like to buy white clothing coz easily get yellowish and dirty, I love black clothing, make me look slimmer!! lol... so if wanna buy me clothes dun buy white one for me hor!! Hee... ;)

2) Chocolate Lover!! Can't resist the temptation of the chocolate!! I eat almost every kinds no matter it's nice or not, but less preferred on the white chocolate and those too sweet, but really into Dark Chocolate!!

3) I love more on the cool side rather than the sweet and cute side, I'm not a fan of Hello Kitty but I dun mind those plush but u wun see me carry Hello Kitty stuffs and those sweet sweet cute cute stuff, coz i dun suit them. But i got almost 100 over of soft toys @ home. But alot of ppl find my cute, dunno y, maybe is the way i talk or wat coz i can be really 38 ( Rem I'm fr 38 club one hor!!) and those actions i do, I'm especially open to do those funny and crazy actions when i'm really comfortable wif u and when i'm in overseas ha.. I Love Nakashima Mika, Ayumi, Namie Amuro rather than Cyndi Wang this kind, but i dun mind sing her slow songs..

4) I find dat i really into Mayday recently, not say i nv into them, all along I like them one, but recently is very into them loh, especially ah xin!! He's so cute!! He got his own charm lah coz he's not the really handsome guy, but sometimes it's juz not abt the person's looks dat u like abt, it's the overall, how he brings himself, his talent etc.. Coz normally I wun prefer those bad-boy look, man man, fit fit, cool cool type of guys, but there sure be expectational when the guy got other values dat attract u, juz like ah xin!! wahahaha...

Ha... really like guys who can play music and sing well!!

5) Appreciate the small small things dat ppl do to brighten up my days and trying to make me smile!! Ha.. hope u noe who i'm talking abt, small small things do matter to me I'll noe it, like ytd the sms did make me smile... Ha.. dun wanna mention who this person is, thxs!! =)

6) Have a strong fear @ Xiao Qiang, so dun ever take it and scare me!! Think the most unglam side or me is when i'm wif my gfs and when I see xiao qiang!! I will freak out if u take it and scare me! especially those can fly one, better dun try dat I warn u, coz i'm not dat kind of gal-nxt-door, i'm quite violent one loh, my temper is not dat good also, ha.. i guess only who knows me well then noe. I rem got once think i'm in sec 3, i'm standing outside the class room coz it's recess time, and waiting for the english test result, KH, my fren used a broom and sweep my head, i did scold him and warn him not to do again, then he thought i was joking and desipte my warning he sweep and the broom touched my face!! Freakly hell, immediately I gave him a tight slap!! Oops.. ha.. but now we are still frenz!! I think fr young i'm already like dat, I dun let ppl to bully me one, like when i'm in pri sch dat time, got a classmate of mine keep disturbing me and dat time i'm holding my water bottle i said to him if he continues I will pour the water on him, and again he dun believe thought i'm joking then he said u pour loh u pour loh, then w/o any hesitation, I open my bottle and splash the whole bottle of water on him!! Wahaha.. but ok lah, after dat we still frenz lah, but i did make him cry b4 also, coz he's a well known cry baby. ha.. hope dat so long he will change lah.. Hee.. I can take joke, I can play wif u but dun go too far and if i warn u not to continue in a firm tone, then I suggest u better stop!! Ha..

7) Love Luna Sea!! I really like one of their famous song, I For You!! Especially if u understand the lyrics.. really nice loh, despite this songs has been so long, think since 1998, it a Jap drama theme song, God! Pls give me more time! I like dat show also damn nice sia!! I really like Ryuichi's voice, he really can sings live loh!! I find dat he got a very unique voice and I like Sugizo as well!! like the way he plays the guitar!! Luna Sea Rocks man, think if i'm there when they sing live i will be damn HIGH man!! Yeah!!

8) Luv to watch MTV!! ha.. dat's y i bought myself a ipod video!! and it's not enough for me to put all the videos inside! For Luna Sea i got almost all the live version performances for the song I For You!! Ha.. I like to watch all kinds of MTV, coz I will get some inspiration fr them like their makeup, dressings, the way they edit the video, the effects etc.. so interesting!!

9) Luv to listen to rock songs when I'm happy or wanna fa xie, like Linkin Park's song, othe rock songs etc.. but luv to listen to those sad songs also, when i'm down or wad, normally I look quite unapproachable when u 1st see me, or when i'm alone, but actually i'm ok one lah, i see ppl one, if u are those kind dat can play and suai one, i will on u also, ha.. depends lah.. Quite shy to toward i'm not so familiar or 1st see one.

10) I eat rice for my breakfast everyday since primary sch!! Wahahaha... if u noe me u shld noe dat.. but i'm cutting down already , no choice ar, on diet now.. hee... but still eat lah juz dun the portion now is much more smaller!! Hee..

11) Recently ppl keep mistook me as Malay!! WTH, I'm not tan loh, or malay mix chinese, even malays also thought i'm malay.. -_-"' HaiZz... I'm not Malay K!! I'm not mixed also, I'm PURE Chinese, though there's also ppl mistook me as Japanese, Korean etc.. Think maybe of my make-up ba.. haiZz..

12) My eye lashes are not fake, it's real, coz alot of ppl thought i wear fake eyelash, i'm not really good at applying fake one actually.. ha.. I only wore fake eyelashes out once in my life, which is got once I went Dragonfly, but Eliza said not much different as mine. So think I gonna go buy a super long one!! Ha.. I heart Super long lashes!! =)

Saw the Mayday's tian tian xiang ni the MTV, shi tou proposed to his wife wif a big bunch of roses and knee down in front of so many ppl sia, in his concert, if i'm his gf i sure agreed lah!! so touch loh!! Luv dat song also!! =)

Ha... dat all for now.. ha.. can u tell dat i'm really concentrated on writing my blog.. Hee.. ;P

Fireworks!!!

2007-08-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

Argh.... i'm @ Via Mar @ Esplanade now, the food SUXs, Drinks SUX!! HaiZz... damn sian, one irritating Eliza sitting beside me, watching @ me reading out my blog while i'm typing now!! But she's still my ZXJM lah, Still cares for me, wahahhaha... Heard fr the Ice cream uncle dat tml got fireworks competition fr some countries competing, Wah lau but nobody jio me to watch leh!! I wanna go see leh, so lang man!! Wahahahaha... too bad eliza gg to JB, then dunno Chris wanna join me or not, Esther also dunno wanna go or not, HaiZz... maybe gonna give it a miss sia, who wanna jio me out tml?? I damn bored leh if not gg out.. It's Sat u noe!! Ha... haiZz... hmm..... sianZz..

It's Friday!!

2007-08-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

Sian.. It's a Rainy Friday morning... Bloody cut my finger, yet i dunno where i get the cut fr, woke up this morning when brushing my teeth then realises how come my small finger is filled wif blood, then realised i got a cut but dunno where i get it fr, maybe b4 i slp i was searching for my slim mouth tool in my bag, then inside got sharp object, i noe my finger is abit pain but i din bother abt it and went off to bed. Ha... blur me!! Went to Ivy's place for a small celebrate for her belated birthday ytd!! Happy Belated Birthday my dear!! *Muacks!! It's been 4 mths since i last saw her.. Glad dat she found her happiness!! Where's MINE?!! lol.. We had a steamboat dinner at her place, the soup damn nice loh, her mum spent her time to brew it!! Thxs Auntie!! Hee.. I lost some weight!! Glad dat some of my frenz notice it, Weiwei saw there ytd, she said I lost weight also, but not to Tracy and Angie leh!! Tracy still thought i put on weight loh!! WTH!! I bloody eat mee hoon soup almost every lunch time and ard 2 tablespoons of rice and some food at nite loh!! Already cutting down alot leh, compare in the past, plus no matter how tired, i make sure i do ard 50 situps b4 i slp leh!! See my determination?!! Wahahaha... Really hope to be able to slim down to wad i am in my NAFA time!! but i think it's impossible lah, but if i can cut down 3 more Kg, I really be damn HAPPY loh!! But I will not ill-treat myself lah, i luv myself wad, if U dun treat urself well, then who will rite!!

Ha... but i shldn't make myself sounded so pitiful rite, there's still ppl ard me who love me!! I juz noe dat!! Besides my family, i noe my family, my 38 club, my ZXJM, my buddy, my starhub frenz, Chubbies grp (Chubb) etc.. They all are so damn sweet ppl loh, I still rem got one inccident when i'm still working in Starhub, I coughed till very jia lat, will go toilet to throw up dat kind, Des, Darren and Henry went to buy me a cough syrup for me leh!! One plan to buy already, then the other go and find it and the one talking to phone grab it and go and paid for it.. Sweet rite, then the guys will buy us breakfast now and then, when my eyes is sore or wad, Jerry brought me then fake tear drops and cai will discipline me not to wear etc... OMG they are juz so sweet ppl!! Luv ya guys!! =) Ha... so think i'm still quite lucky lah hor, noe all these sweet and nice ppl!! So i shldn't complaint too much rite?! Hee..

Today dunno wanna do wat leh, sian Eliza jio to go JB, sian leh, dun feel like gg to Malaysia sia, so dangerous!! Wahahahaha... dunno today meeting themm or not if Eliza gg JB then dunno Chris wanna meet me or not, lol.. but sian leh they all got work on sat.. Wanna go dragonfly leh!!! Ah Tiong's birthday on 25th said wanna go there to celebrate his Bday leh, but hor I think i can't go leh... how ar.. sian... Who wanna go jio me leh!! Lol... Or shld i take the risk to go on 25th?? Hmmm... see my condition then decide ba.. Hee... So bored loh!! OMG!!!

.........

2007-08-13T11:56:00.000+08:00

My com is fixed!! but juz too lazy to go and upload any photos at the moment.. maybe no mood ba.. Happy and unhappy things happened.. dunno wad to say, think only we 2 noe wad's gg on ba.. Now got this song fr Mayday, quite old though but is one of my fav. think it can refects on how i feel now ba..

温柔五月天

走在风中今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过

天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔

不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由
自由这是我的温柔

Celebrities look alike!!

2007-07-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

Ha.. today Dap sent us a website which allows u to upload ur photo and find the celebrites who looks like u.. i send a few a here are a few celebrities that looks like me!! wahahaha..

this is the 1st pic i put then saw i look like Ann Kok!! OMG wah lau...
Then i decided to put a better looking one, then stated i look liek Ueto Aya 96% leh!! my Ayumi is 86% wahahaha.. this one better but they said put a few pics then see which one appears the most then u look like the person most!! Hee.. testing out now!!

This is the 2nd one i did.. then i tried the 3rd pic..

and this one i look like ang mo loh!! LOL... then i tried the 4th one..

Look like Ueto Aya most again..
Ha.. tried another one wif my long hair..

Wonder if i put jay chou's pic will ot be 100% look aloike.. so i tried out..

Ha.. so fun!!
Though not very accurate, but still can go try out and have fun!! Hee..
http://www.myheritage.com

1 Month @ my new work place!!!

2007-06-14T16:14:00.000+08:00

Whoo hoo.. time flies man, today it my 1st month to my new job!! wahahaha.. so fast one month le, and i'm still using my office's com to update my blog loh, my hse com is still down
=(.. Fell sick recently, having a bad cough after drinking the drinks offered by 2 guys @ dragonfly!! Wah lau damn sway loh, having a bad cough loh, was better few days ago but i went dragonfly again on tues drank alot, then cough became worse again!! Shit loh.. Hate it man!! HaiZz.. hope to recover soon.. haiZz... cannot upload my pretty photos to my com leh, then i only can upload wad i have in my office com, which is Jasmine's last day then we went Dragonfly dat day the photos but i dun look gd in those photos leh, sian, ha.. put a few loh.. if not my blog looks boring.. will bring my sick com to repair ba, hmm.. shld be this wk loh.. hopefully can get it fixed soon..ha... feel like cutting my hair again leh, crazy sia coz it will be the 3rd times to cut it within 4 mths.. ha.. but kinda sian leh.. but i miss my long hair also!! wad shld i do?? hmmm... let me think 1st.. ha.. k lah, upload some of the photos for u all to see..
me & Jas in my new office!! Take 2 The beauties in my company!! too bad Dap not in this photo..
Call us wu an shao nui zhu (Afternoon gals!!) Wahahahaha...
Whoohooo.. @ Dragonfly upstair..
The FUNKY group!! The one in White sitting down is i mentioned earlier on, Dap, one of our com's beauties!!
Jas, me, our Boss, Daniel and Sheila!!
Think dat will be it, hmm... think the rest have to wait for my com to be fixed then can upload wor...

1st day of WORK!!

2007-05-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

It's my 1st day of work today.. ha... gonna knock off in 1hr 15mins time... damn shiok, coz my job is 8.30 to 5.30 one, no OT, on the dot can go off.. but a bit bored sia, keep yawning the whole day.. think not used to woke up so early ba... Jas taught me quite a few things but some of it was very confusing leh... haiZz... think i need time to really get used to it... Ppl there are nice... all quite pretty... but..... for guys... erm......Ahem... ha.... hmm... as long as they are nice is most impt lah... hee... hopefully can get used to this job at least let me earn some $$$ wahahahaha... getting poorer and poorer.. i keep buying stuff.... haiZzz... ha... but one thing i went to the temples in Japan and pray for a job, then straight hen i'm back i get this job!!! wahahahahaha..... hope my other prayers will come true also!! If really come true then i let u guys noe ar, then i tell u all the temple names then u all can go and find if u all gg to Japan!! wahahaha.. so far a few of my prayers came true!! left some only.. hee... Yeah!!! =) since my monitor is still in dat bad condition, i still can't upload my photos up... hee.. so bear wif guys.. will update soon.. tata...

My com monitor spoilt!! =(

2007-05-09T15:09:00.000+08:00

my com monitor spoilt!! now i'm holding onto the chopstick by using one of my hands to pushing on the on btn of my com monitor and one hand to type!!! so tiring!! noe i did mention to post my japan trip photos.. but due to this and the photos is in my sis's hdd, think have to post later... hee.. juz sent my resume to jas.. think maybe will start work on monday!! and i did my 1st chemical peeling!!! hee.. will go for my 2nd session 6wks later.. hmm... a little peeling on my face though...But my deariest 38 force me to go meet them ytd!! =( haiZz.. 1st time w/o wearing any makup go till so far meet them loh!!! haiZzz... no choice coz it's them.. luckily got my powerful huge shade i bought in Japan!! hee... Tracy said i slimed down, Chris also said.. she said nv eat in japan ar!! ha.. got lah, but their food all quite healthy type plus maybe i see them all so slim then i eat less back here.. hee... Went drangonfly last wk, was quit fun, like the live band and the guitarist, ha.. quite cute lah him, hee.. jio eliza they all go nxt week.. hee.. k lah my hand is tired.. post a photo b4 i go.. hee.. tata..
on Jas's bro's rm b4 gg to drangonfly.. hee..

I LOVE DISNEYLAND!!! Part 1

2007-04-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hee... sorry guys, took me sometimes to upload images i took in japan, coz sometimes couldn't use my sis's laptop or her fren one, then sometimes quite lazy and tired... today juz moved to the ANA Tokyo Intercontinental Hotel to stay.. a Nice hotel!! will be staying here for 3 days... as sis got meeting ard this area.. think i will upload some of the photos i took in Disney land!! Hee... i love it!!! Disneyland is a place of Happiness!!! I meet Mickey in person!! and hug him!! he's damn cute!!! LOVE HIM!!!
I 'm so excited till i show my bud tooth!! lol... see he hold my hand!!!!! it's in his house!!

Hee... we are lucky, ppl in front of us the most take 2 pics, we took ard 4 to 5!! hee...

hEE... HE'S SO FRIENDLY!! EVEN HE'S BACK VIEW IS SO CUTE!!!

bEAUTY AND THE bEAST!!! the night parade!! So beautiful!!

So beautiful rite!!!

wENT TO mICKY'S HSE

Hee.. am i cute??

I LOVE SITICH!!! In Goofy's car...

Ha... can u spot me??

Think dat's all for Disneyland part 1.. See when i free and can use my sis's laptop to update part 2 again... hee... tata...

Japan trip Part 1 - Tokyo!!!

2007-04-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

hee... currently enjoying myself in japan, tokyo!! A interesting place, wif interest ppl, handsome guys and pretty gals!! think i really fall in luv in this place!! went to Shinjuku, Shibuya all these places in these 2 days..now staying at my sis'sfren, Ying ying,a very nice and cute person!! So friendly!! hee...
Lol...i saw this damn handsome guy loh!!!
Oh took wif this cosplay gal!! She damn look like a doll loh!!
Took wif this salesgirl, they damn noe how to doll themselves loh!! all so damn pretty!!
See this rainbow hair GUY!!! he dressed in a gal clothing loh, alot of this kind ppl, interesting!! lol..
bought this HUGE sunglass!! Love it!!!
hee.. looklike one of them?? the dressing? lol..think mine is not so loud.. But here damn cold loh, i talk still got smoke come out one!! then i wear only like dat loh... haiZz...
Nite time of Japan is more beautiful wif all like light up of the signboards!!!
Hee... me and my sis even brought along our 2 SUPER CUTE soft toys!! Hee...
Hee... hmm... dat's all for today part 1 2 days along already took ard 200 pics!! hee...too many photos to upload le.. hmm... see wad part 2 gonna to be ba!! hee...tata..

meow meow's website

2007-04-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

meow meow (Shirley), has a new website selling all her clothes she designed all the clothes (T-shirt) herself!! Pls go view and support her!! http://graphicatz.deviantart.com/

For those who like Sing, Sin Huey, meow meow also got design for her fan club t-shirt,

T-shirt design for Sin Huey's Fansclub. Retail price is sgd 15 per pc. ^_^

Oosh!!

2007-04-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

Lol... g!ne is lazy to write today, so let the pictures do the talking!! Lol...

38 me doing Zhi pai!! lol.. funny actions!! =P
Chilled out @ Oosh!! Photo Freaks began to take in Oosh loo again!! Muahahahahaha....

38 me wants to take photos in ah Teon's car also!!! More photos I want more photos!!!Wahahahahaha... Photo Freak!!!

Outing..

2007-04-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

Was pouring at my place there ytd afternoon, but it doesn’t stop us (Eliza, Chris, Ah Teon (hope I get his name rite) and me!!) from gg to ECP for our cycling event!!

Lol… for the 1st time, I bought my beautiful blossom case out!! Hee… time to act sweet and cute!!

Though it’s still drizzling here and there @ ECP, but we still decided to cycle, it’s been a long time since I last cycled.. The last time I did think is wif my 38 gang, lol.. Wahl au now whole body was aching, butt also!! Old already lah, heehee.. when we reached there it’s already late evening, then we cycled to have our dinner the cycle back and it’s already night time!!

After cycling, we went to Party Worls for our KTV session!! Was fun though, we borrowed their jackets as we were damn cold!! We all wearing shorts loh!! Ha… we looked funny in dat jacket loh, all trying to act, lol… HaiZz… I’m feeling tired, so I shld stop here.. heehee, juz wanna do some updates b4 I’m away on the 14th, think will see u guys in May.. hee… Muz miss me ar!! Think no time to blog in the nxt few days, gonna start packing my stuffs… Tata.. =) Will updates my blog wif beautiful photos I will take fr my Japan trip..

FUN!!

2007-04-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

Ytd went out wif Eliza and Chris, from Raffles City we walked to Clarke Quay there to find Kee(Joey) for dinner.. After dat we went to the Central to find Karen, she help her bro to tend the stall at the moment.. Her store is very nice, very cosy feel.. Bought a Blossom Case fr her store, nice and cheap!! $8 only!! can bring this when gg out if u not carry alot of stuff, can put wallet, hp, keys etc..

this is the plastic bag fr Litmus, nice rite!!
this is the "bagua" paper plus the cute sticker dat neatly wrapped up my blossom case!!

Ta da!! This is my beautiful, sweet (though not my style!! when i wanna act sweet can bring, wahahaha..) blossom case!!
If u all are those who like casual wear / Beach wear, u all can go there to shop!! There got shorts, t-shirts, belts, bags, unisex boxers, sunglasses etc.. Pls SUPPORT!!! Hee… the packing is nice also, the slippers is damn comfortable!! When free, pls go there and have a look, then shop is call litmus, inside the Central shopping center, #03-34, website: http://www.litmus.com/ . Then we decided to go and have a drink, so we waited for Karen to close the shop, but Karen and Kiat wanna go for dinner 1st, then Eliza not feeling well, so she gonna go home and rest 1st. So left me, Chris and Kee. Then me and Kee wanna withdraw money, so we gonna find ATM machine, since the nearest ATM is @ Funan or Liang Court, and we gg to Boat Quay, we decided to go Funan ATM, then we walk walk walk, finally reached, then……….. the shopping centre is close!!
*(^&*%#%%@^(@#)$&)&^#^*( wah lau, ma de, so damn sway, ytd keep walking ^&amp;amp;amp;amp;*#(*^$)&)#!! (Aiya on the way we still gg through a lot of places lah, juz lazy to list out) Then we went to a Cheers there got DBS ATM, near SMU there!! Finally, we on the way to find a place for a drink, then Rafiq (hope I get his name rite!! Hee..) came to meet us, and there we are, we stopped at Chimes, Iris Bar, the environment not bad, like we are in the painting kinda feel, orange lights…

Woo... nice environment..

Then the photo freaks us, wanna take funny photos again, one time Chris act like my idol, and I was so excited to see my idol!!
Then after dat chris act like a cheeky, pervert blind massager!! Rafiq who helps us to took these pics laugh like mad..
Too bad, Karen was tired, went home then nv join us.. Then we order a jug of beer and start to chat abt our NAFA life, lol.. was FUN!! He said I look fierce in sch, lol.. maybe coz he dunno me, then he said my short hair makes me look fresher, Kee likes my hair as well!! Wahahahaha.. so happy!! Having lotsa fun ytd!! Rafiq’s cute, very interesting and fun, ha.. nice knowing him, think he saw how lame and 38 I am, he will not link me back to the time when he saw me in sch!! Plus I got one more wanton mee kakit! Rafiq!! Lol.. he likes also!! (though he’s Malay!!) Lol.. Then we went home at 1 plus, though at time I’m feeling hungry, but I insisted on gg home, coz it’s sinful to eat at dat hour!!Hee.. Happy Good Friday!! Enjoy the long wkend!!

Yeah!! Can go Japan again!! Thxs to Sis!! *Hugs

2007-04-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Can go Japan again!! Thxs to Sis!! *Hugs HaiZz… Nv thought she wil go read my blog then find out dat I really like to go Japan.. At first is due to my parents dun allow me to go sit different flights will my sis, then dat one settle coz my parents give in in the end, coz I can only afford to sit Thai Airline (Hee.. I’m not dat rich u see.. HaiZzz.. nv save enough need for laser and other stuff..), then my sis’s gg on SQ.. My mum even offered to pay for the extra money to let me sit SQ!! So touch sia, $700 plus more loh!! See the different!! But I dun wanna take her hard-earn money so I rejected.. Plus my 2nd sis also offered to help me pay abit for the SQ air ticket!! Hee… thxs thxs.. but I rejected.. muz use my own money for the trip.. (Happy Family sia!!) HaiZzz… thxs to Eliza, Chris, Kai and Weimin, talked to them made me feel better after I decided not to go.. Thought of saving more money and go next time, then will not have so many restrictions.. But in the end my sis offered to help me pay for the air ticket first, then when I get a job then pay her back!!! Hee.. So touched!! Now I can go Japan again!! Thxs Sis!! *Hugs.. Will be gg for 2 wks.. flying off on 14th, nxt sat, coming back on 30th April.. but in btw sis will go meeting so I will be alone for 2 or 3 days in Japan!! Wat can I do there?? Hmm… Should I walk ard there or wad.. See how 1st ba.. Hee.. today at home do my massage at home while watching vcd, 13 going on 30, a light-hearted show, not bad, juz like my feeling now.. hee…

( my legs look fat in this angle!! ='( ) Then later go listen to my ipod, try to learn Stefanie Sun’s new songs, old songs and other songs, nxt time can go KTV sing!! lol…

( On my bed is quite messy, hee.. wif Stefanie’s album, my ipod, and my soft toy, YY (it’s a smiley alien, a gift fr my sis!! =) etc..) HaiZz… how long more can I enjoy my this long vacation? Think gonna start to find job after coming back fr Japan… HaiZz… Ha… think better enjoy my Japan trip 1st ba!! YEAH!!

There goes my LONG ANITICIPATING Japan trip!!!

2007-04-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm juz so sad......... sad till i dunn wad to say............................. Been waiting for so long......... Now it's gone................ Y always this kind of things happened to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='(

A cooling thurs afternoon!!

2007-03-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

Finally it rains… Been so hot recently!!!! Though it rained the past few days but it’s still as hot, but today seems abit cooler… Looking through my windows, saw those trees like juz after their bath, hee… can feel the cool wind blow past me… hee.. like dat feeling…

Went out wif Chris, Cindy and Eliza yesterday, Chris bought me a Swatch watch for my birthday present!!! It was wrapped in a beautiful wrapper!! Like it very much!!! Like the design of the wrapper, like the watch itself!!! It was in my fav Black!! Thxs so much!!!! Din expected it at all!!! Much really choose a gd present for her on my Japan trip!!!

Of course not forgetting Kai, he bought for me a Guess watch!!! Sorry now then mention abt it, coz he passed to me quite some time ago… I like it very much also, Ha… I told him I want square or rectangle big face one, and he really bought for me dat kind!! Lol… though it’s not in my fav black, but this reddish brown one is unique in a way, saw the black one yesterday, it’s not as nice as this one, ha… I muz say he got taste this time, wahahahaha…. Thxs again!! =)

I think I starting to love watches now, think I should start collecting!! Wahahahaha… HaiZz… sent my Espirt watch for repair.. Hopefully can be repaired… A gift fr my 2nd sis!! Thxs to her as well!! Like the watch also, Nice!! Anyway now starts drizzling again… Enjoy this cool Thurs afternoon ba!!!

38 Outing Part2!!

2007-03-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

As mentioned in my previous blog, I’m gg to show some of the photos we took during our 38 outing (Yan’s birthday) but due to most of the photos are in Angie’s camera, I can only show those in my mobile one.. (Hee..) but only a few of those lah.. In Yan’s car, we decided to take a photo, can u tell dat I’m really excited when we are on the way to the chalet?! Hee…

And there we reached…Costa Sands Resort!!!

We shall take a look at our room!! Tada, this is how it looks.. hmm… the room was rather small…Oh, the pretty gal u see in this pic is our birthday gal!! Yan!!! And this is wad we get to see when we look out of the window, Swimming Pool!! Hehe… Nice view rite!!
After checking in, we went Vivo and we watch Mr Bean’s Holiday, it’s a normal “Mr Bean” style lame show, but I muz say dat show dun really make me laugh like mad, juz ok, coz I expected it to be a damn funny show.. Anyway, saw the MAC Showcase there, the theme was Barbie likes MAC, so it showcases a lot of Barbie figures, plus I really like the whole Showcase look, really look like Barbie’s house.. Hee..

Went Cafe' Del Mar at night also.. ha.. heard dat FHM held an event the nxt day after we went, haiZzz... too bad we nv get to see those FHM gals, ha.. heard fr Justin dat one of the gals while taking off her top to show her bikini, she almost took off her bikini also, already can see her XXX think the guys muz having a nose bleed dat time lol..

Oh ya, LATEST discovery!! When we are in our room, Tracy suddenly ask me y I got a heart-shape look alike vein on my left thigh, then I din even know loh!! Really leh, it look slike a heart-shap ballon wif a string!! Look at the pic!!

Hee.. Dun tell me my love luck is coming?!!! Muahahahahaha……. I hope so!!!

BACK!!!!!

2007-03-25T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hee.. I’m back!!!! Juz back fr Yan’s Chalet @ Sentosa!! Wah, damn shiok man, it’s been long since we 38 club gather together again, though not all together, but also more than 5.. Lol.. Meiqi, Ivy and Kat came, so glad to see them.. Been quite some time dat last saw them… Had a great time at Yan’s place on thurs, think we are really crazy and 38 when wwe are together, muahahahaha, I keep doing stupid acts and saying those “cold” stuff till they cannot tahang my lameness!! Lol.. but Tracy and Yan there ‘s one thing I muz tell u all is Bothe of u can take over my place loh, as lame as me!! Wahahahaha… Then on fri we went to the Costa Sands @ Sentosa, wah our view damn shiok!! The 1st thing u see when u draw up the curtains is Swimming Pool!!! Any hunks and babes swimming or wad, we will be able to see it CLEAR!! Wahahahaha.. though the hunks and babes there not much.. ha.. too lazy to upload those pics in my mobile, will upload when I’m free. Hee… There’s the FHM Girl’s nest door event held at there also, ha. I bought the FHM mag, coz I want the Double Black perfume!! Wah lau, dat perfume damn nice loh, damn man sia!! Actually fell in love wif the Polo Black first, then when Double Black is out, I can’t wait to find out wad’s the smell is like loh!! Wahahaha… Think I’m abit out of the topic, lol.. anyway will continue in my nxt blog wif photos ba!! Hmm… wad time will I wake up tml?? …………..

out again!!

2007-03-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

Decided to do some updates b4 I got no time to update this week.. Lol.. gg to yan’s place to stay tml.. wanna watch ai zhuan jiao together, long time nv ton together wif my 38 gang.. lol… hehe.. then fri, sat and sun will be @ Sentosa, coz yan book a chalet over there, will have her birthday party there!!! Think will have a gd time there!! Hee.. but think fri and sat will stay there then sun morning go home, or maybe sat I will go home, see how it goes loh.. went out wif Eliza, Chris, Jas and Wini today, went Suntec and Bugis, wanna to buy Chris her birthday present (Chris’s birthday is on 24th Mar) ha… but we walk ard Suntec, can’t find a suitable gift for her, so we decided to go Bugis try our luck instead, planned to buy bag for her then found out actually Ling jie gave her a lot of bags, haiZz.. so we thought of buying necklace, then we bluffed her dat it’s actually Eliza wanna buy then ask her for opinion, see which one she likes, but in the end I scare dat her style and Eliza’s style is different so maybe she will pick Eliza’s style one, then we passed it also.. Finally I juz go and ask her wad she wants, lol.. very buang rite go straight and ask, but really dunno wad she needs, then I noe she wants a very black eyeshadow but eliza told me she bought le, then I ask again she said she hasn’t buy, ha.. so finally we settle down on dat one, then we walk ard cannot find her very black one,finally at the Dior counter we saw wad she wants then I ask the salesperson to get us one, then she said no more!! Wah lau wad a luck!! HaiZz.. think I have to go somewhere else to get it for u gal!! Wah lau!! My legs are feeling damn weak now!!! I’m DAMN HUNGRY!!! Found my sis cup noodles!! I’m gg to eat now!! Argh… always get hungry!! Shit!! Tata..

Juz too Wilful....

2007-03-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

HaiZz... Made mummy angry again coz i'm too wilful.... Due to my short-tempered AGAIN!! Though already apologised to mummy but still feel bad... Sorry Mummy!!! *Hugs..

Only Human...

2007-03-16T16:15:00.000+08:00

Juz finished watching the ep 8 of 1 litre of tears... cried as usual... wah lau seeing the 2nd time still so sad... the theme song of this J drama is sang by a Korean guy named K, but this song in in his Japanese new album, Beyond the Sea... The song very nice... it's a very sad yet encouraging and giving hopes song.. though i dunno wad this song is abt coz it's in Jap, but the music and the voice of K already make me have a sad feelings.. so i decided to go and find the translation of this song and understand wad this song means...

K - Only Human
Lyrics: Osanai Mai Translation: Jonathan Wu
On the opposite coast of sadnessis something called a smile
On the opposite coast of sadnessis something called a smile
But before we can go there, is there something we're waiting for?
In order to chase our dreams, we can't have a reason to run away
We've got to go, to that far away summer's day
If we find it tomorrow, we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the streamwe have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall
Even if we've grown used to lonelinessonly relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing just go foward, just a little further
As the rainclouds break the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness A powerful, powerful light helps push us to walk on
Rainy days create bridges to the most potent kind of regression.
ì¤€ë¹„ ëª»í•´...

《一公升的眼泪》主题曲 only human 演唱：K
悲しみの向こう岸に微笑があると言うよ
听说在那悲伤的彼岸有着微笑的存在

たどり着くその先には何が仆らを待ってる？
究竟好不容易到达的前方有什么在等着我

逃げるためじゃなく梦追うために
不是为了逃避而是为了追寻梦想

旅に出たはずさ远い夏のあの日
旅行已然开始在那遥远夏天的那一日

明日さえ见えたならため息もうないけど
如果连明天都能看见那么也便不会再叹息

流れに逆らう舟のように
如同逆水行舟一般

今は前へ进め
如今正朝着前方前进

悲しみの尽きた场所に幸せが待つというよ
听说悲伤的尽头有幸福在等待

仆はまだ探している季节はずれの向日葵
我依然在寻找那四季尽开的向日葵

こぶし握り缔め朝日を待ってば
紧紧握住双拳等待朝阳的升起

赤い爪あとに涙キラリ落ちる
沿着红色的指痕泪水闪动而下

孤独にも惯れたなら月明かり頼りに
若是已习惯与孤独就沐浴在月光中吧

羽根なき翼で飞び立とう
挥动已无羽毛的翅膀起飞

もっと前へ进め
向着更前方前进

雨云が切れたなら濡れた道辉く
当雨云消散湿润的道路闪出光辉

暗だけが教えてくれる
在黑暗的指引下

强い强い光
向着强烈的光芒

强い前へ进め
坚定的前行

1 litre of tears....

2007-03-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

Was watching 1litre of tears (1 littoru no namida / 1 升的眼泪) again.. though I already finished the whole drama series but I still decided to watch it again, it was the 1st drama dat made me cried dat much… really very sad, now I was watching the 5th episode but still can feel the sadness of this drama… the female lead in the show is only 15 yrs old when she found out she got this incurable illness… She was very strong and brave to face this illness, I guess not everyone can do this like her.. At first, she question herself, her parents and doc y is she chosen to have this illness… but after sometimes she no longer hope to go back to the past but is accept her fate and moving forward.. Some of u may think aiya this is juz a drama series wad.. But this story is taken fr a true life account.. Hope everyone can cherish their love ones ard them, not wait till when it’s too late to do anything when u lost them… Think on the ep 6 I will cry again, coz in this episode, the female lead, Aya, went to watch her younger brother playing foot ball, then the bro frenz all make fun of Aya coz the way she walks is different fr other ppl, the younger bro begins to feel embarrassed by Aya.. Though Aya got prob doing simple chore, but she still managed to sew her younger bro’s name on his jersey and yet her bro treat her like dat. Aya’s younger sis, Aiko, elder than the bro, noe dat it’s not the way to treat their sister Aya like dat! Coz if Aya’s family members already look at her in this way, then how to expect other ppl to look at Aya in a normal way! So she scolded him for treating Aya this way and her bro finally realized his mistake… it’s a very touching and warming scene.. HaiZz.. very muz cherish the ppl ard u.. even the person is wrong in some ways also give the person a chance to explain and space some time to listen wad ppl want to say to u, dun completely shut urself away.. Otherwise if u missed the chance and things can nv be the same again, in this way maybe u then will blame urself and regret…
如果给你选择，你会选择遗憾还是后悔？可能你会说当然我两个都不要，但是如果一定要选一个呢？
遗憾是一直想要说或做的事，但最后没有说出口，而因此再也没有机会说。
后悔是你说了不该说的话，或做了不该做的事，还是没说或没做一些事，
但最后还是有机会补救。

13/3

2007-03-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

13/3..Quite a sad memory on this day few yrs ago.. anyway recently juz unable to alp b4 2 or 3 in the morning…Maybe be coz slp till too late in the morning.. (opps..) this applied to me yesterday or shld I say this morning? Been listening to my ipod, hopefully will do me some help in getting me to bed, it did helps a little, heard a song Ni Zhi Dao Wo Zai Deng Ni Ma by Zhang Hong Liang ytd, wah lao damn oldies loh, think this song was released when I was in pri sch or younger, but it very nice.. some old songs juz got a kind of feeling.. Then after dat listen to Gary Cao’s latest album, he’s voice damn power loh, can be very gentle and powerful.. listen to his songs especially u are in the dark at nite, be it in ur room or in the car, really very nice… Been listening to his Bei Pan, tian shi ji duo de shen huo and liang zhi liang ren…. Actually all his songs also nice loh… Hee… a real singer… unlike those wad some of the Taiwan boy band, everytime perform juz voice over! HaiZz.. Watched Jolin Tsai’s jia zhuang (假装) mtv also.. like this song a lot.. inside the mtv is abt her sitting in the bus then met her ex bf and his current gf, but the ex bf pretend dat he dunno her the OS is something like dat,

Jolin: 如果说,有什么让我难过的,那就是,你假装不认识我,我假装不认识你..
Guy: 我想跟你说的是,我从来就没有想要伤害你,我只是想要多一点自己的空间.
Jolin: 你说那不是背叛
Guy: 那是一种自由

Then Jolin recalled back got a scene is in the book store, when Jolin saw the 2 of them before his ex and his current gf together, the gal ask the guy whether Jolin is his gf, then he said no, they are juz normal frenz.. wah lau sad sia, if u noe both of u are more then juz a normal fren then the guy said like dat! Ma de.. then got the last part of the OS I like is

Jolin: 我看着你，瞳孔似乎适应了黑暗，但是对你的焦距，却越来越模糊。一直到现在我才发现，爱你跟不爱你，都是不能假装的。
I think it’s very true, when u love a person or u dun, u really cannot pretend it..
But sometimes for some cases even if u dun wanna prentend also cannot…

假装演唱：蔡依林词：大麦曲：古皓
呼吸著一种孤独的味道心跳在你沉默後慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角街上拥挤人潮
走著看著都是催眠符号记忆停不了穿过读过你的心跳
穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角街上拥挤人潮走著看著都是催眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读过你的心跳穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待
心甘情愿的不想逃假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬我被自己
困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

When free, can go and listen to the song and watch the mtv.. =)

Parklane Wanton Mee!!

2007-03-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hee… Juz back home not long ago, went out wif Eliza, Chris & Jasmine.. Ha.. I nv bought any stuff, juz bought a pack of facial cotton, surprise rite lol.. but doesn’t mean I nv spend much money. Went to eat my fav Parklane Wanton Mee!!!! Damn nice sia!!! Ha.. the uncle still recognize us sia! ask whether we still schooling, -___-“ then I replied to uncle said no lah u thought we study for so many yrs still nv finish meh, lol… Too bad lah, coz we still look so young like 18 like dat cannot balme the uncle!! Wahahahahaha….

After dat went to KTV @ KBOX haiZz… the sound system and the room sux loh, but cheap lah, bo bian then only got KBOX, lol.. we sang for 5 hrs, damn shiok!!

Lol… after dat went to repair my watches, one is to change the strips, the other is to change the batt.. Then sad sia, my Espite watch after changing the batt also doesn’t work, the person told me think is the mechanism inside got prob, need to take it to the Espite HQ to do, after hearding it, I totally sian sia, all written on my face… Bloody hell so troublesome… HaiZzz… our last location we went is Parco Mac, juz sat down there and chit chat and me and chris keep posing to take pictures on my “ercovered” watch, lol… damn 38 ar us!!

Lol… Talked abt our childhood things and tattoo stuff, then here I am back to my Home Sweet Home… Hee… =)

LOMO CAMERS

2007-03-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

LOL… was chatting online juz now, then weimin mentioned abt lomo camera, was still wondering wad’s lomo camera till he sent me the link to let me see. A very interesting camera, nice and cute outlook!!
Some look retro wif black and white, then some is playful bright colours!! They really interest me, but not only wif the outlooks, but wif their functions as well.. They can shot cool pictures without using the help of the photoshop!! Amazing sia and the pictures all very nice, (but also needs to depend on how and wad u shoot it!! Hee.. =P) I like the Retro looking black and white lomo cam but too bad, it’s fish lens cam, I perfered the one which is able to take colour effects one, the pictures taken wif those effects one look cool man! Heee…. I like photo taking actually but not really those hard cord one of course, my sis got the SLR cam but I nv really use it coz firstly it’s damn ex, I scare I’ll spoilt it, secondly, thinking of need to go and develop then scan to com and upload….. Hee… too lazy lah.. Maybe one of these days, since I’m so free now.. hee.. Hmmm.. here are some pics using lomo cam to take…

I changed my Blogskin!!!

2007-03-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hee.... Finally i have chose a wonderful nice blogskin for my blog!!! i like it alot!!! hee... Nice sia... Got a new Esprit watch!! Hee!!! like it alot!! ha.. so HAPPY today!!! Started my slimming plan, wahahahaha... doing excerise fr 4 to 5pm today, will continue tml!! wanna Keep FIT and healthy and of course SLIM!! hee.. Gonna go slp now... Zzzz....

New life!!

2007-03-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

it's been like 1 mth plus since i last blogged, alot of things happened, i quitted my job, cutted my hair short and i'm 23 already... HaiZz.. old already lah sad leh... went to NSC and i waited 3 bloody hrs loh!! ma de, i rem i booked the appointment at 10.30 one loh, then end up the person told me it's at 1.30pm!! I have to sit there and wait for bloody 3 hrs!! haiZzz.. shit lah, so sian loh... Zzzzz....

OT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

HaiZz...............
Time now is 23:55, 5 more mins to 00:00, 23/01/2007...... Zzzzzzzzzzzz........ so tring man......oh, now is 00:00, juz msg my buddy, Kai, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him!!!!!! lol........ been counting down everyday........ hehe.... been waiting mth end man, then i'm 1 step closer to heaven!!!!!!!! wahahahahhaha........ hmmmmmmmmm.......... gonna spend alot of $$$ after dat......... haiZz.... no choice lah, who ask me vain... wahahahaha....... thought of start saving up money but end up spending........ sad....... i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$, ha..... maybe i shld go buy 4D and TOTO to try my luck, lol...... maybe i can won a few million!! wahahahahah Dream on man...... haiZz.... think i really need to get a life man..... Cannot go on like dat..... Sad...... I need somewhere to begin.... hehehe.......... hopefully i can do dat alh..... hope 2007 will be a gd yr for me, then my love life also!!!!! wahahahaha.......

Depression??

2007-01-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I blog, nth much to write,i'm in the state of feeling lost,dunno what to do, where to go, i'm like juz live for the sake of living, do wad i'm told to dolost interests in everything,feeling so tired, think i'm getting more and more out of hand..

Frenz ard me also face something similar.... One of my frenz ask me to help her find the Depression Hotline,I found it and gave it to her, dunno whether i will need it, so i saved in my hp as well, juz in case...

Symptoms for Depression include, persistent sadness, lethargy, irritability, changes in appetite or sleep
patterns, physical discormt, difficulty concentrating, and or thoughts of suicide or death......

There are a few symptoms I have..... HaiZz..... Life sux... i wanna be happy but can't, tried but dunno y happy seems to be so difficult and crying seems to be so easy...... haiZzz..... Sad.... Should I stay or stay away??

I've found my CLONE!!!!!!!

2006-12-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha... thxs to my kor kor, henry, few days ago gave me a testimonial wif this pic, then i was like... this doll like got abit looks like me, then i decided to put it as my display pic, then today almost all my frenz and my SIS thought dat I was the one inside the pic..... -_-" lol.... think msn pic too small lah, so got abit look like me, hard to tell lah, coz of my eyeliner.... wahahah but if take a closer look at the pic, then u can tell the differences.....

ha...... her eyes is bigger, skin is fairer and flawless..... I wish i can be like her....... wahahaha....... but one of my colleague said it looks scary somehow, coz it's not a living thing and it's too fair.... ha..... anyway think I have found my CLONE!!!! wahahaha.....

SiAnZzzzz.........

2006-12-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

the time is 10.45pm........ Now in the freeZzzzing colDddddddd office..... haiZzzzzz..... Kena scolding fr boss again..... WTH, TMD dat stupid idiot NS lah, ma de made me kena scolding again, Shit him man, bloody hell, damn pissed, havn't eaten my dinner again....... haiZzzzz.... i can already feel my gastric is coming......... Hopely mummy still got save some food for me...... Having Monday Blues man, it's MONDAY agian!!! Times really flies loh, haiZzzz...... Coz of the sms made me feeling so sad.......

2005-06-24T06:48:00.000+08:00

oh, get to see those DJs also..

2005-06-24T06:47:00.000+08:00

heee though Edison cutted his hair till so short but still as charming and handsome!!

2005-06-24T06:46:00.000+08:00

Jay, he's so close to me loh, this is the closest i can get, but i will never ever wanna squeezed wif those young ppl there ar, stand inside wif those young fans made me look so old inside man. went to see JAy, Edison, Shawn etc.. 21st June 2005, wif Tracy and yan, ha... wahahahaha i will never do dat again, all of the fans like mad when they get to see Jay, but at least can get to see him lah, but my dear sis can get to shake Jay's and Edison's hand loh, when she at the end... hai... me so sad only can see but but cannot get to shake hands wif them... :(

2005-06-24T06:45:00.000+08:00

heee.. Initial D...

2005-04-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

Rusty:" hey u, trying to bluff me huh, i dun see anything in your hand!!"

2005-04-02T10:08:00.000+08:00

Rusty: " food!! food!! I want more food !! yummy!! :)

2005-04-02T10:07:00.000+08:00

hee.. then this is me, Rusty (so damn cute rite?!!!) and Ivy.. :)

2005-04-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

Hee.. on Yan's birthday, this is meiqi, ivy, me and wanqi.. we had so much FUN!! told u we enjoy photo taking rite :p

2005-04-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

Yan's Birthday!!!

2005-03-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hee... went to yan's birthday earlier on... it's FUN!!!! Great to see them again!!! :) especiall qi went also.. so long nv see her loh, still as pretty and very xing fu now wo.. *envy* can be tai tai now lah.. ha..then me, ivy,qi and meiqi went to the beach!!! it's taking photos time again!!! heee... so fun man, WE JUZ LOVE TO TAKE PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!! then we approached someone to take for us and yet the humans inside cane out to be so damned fucking small loh, HaiZz... but still thxs him for taking lah, we use Qi's LONG hands to take for us better still aan, close we love CLOSE UP PHOTOss!! ha.. then we met a doggie call Rusty!! so damn CUTE loh, though he is 7 yrs old already!! but he juz love the FOOD man, ha.. we all took turns to feed him, it's a busy day for him yeah.. then we went back to yan's chalet, guess wat, she CRIED when she heard dat we all bought her an iPod mini!! ha.. she's so touched!! :)we were shocked dat she behaves dat way but really happy dat she like e present (iPod mini leh who dun like rite :P) then something unfortunate happened.. Kat fell down and broken her precious toe nail!!! Ohhh.... muz be damn fucking painful man, hope she's doing fine man.. Be careful ar Kat, old already izzit :P anyway Yan if u are reading this, wat i said to u is serious lah, coz i juz say something out wif those feelings like angie doesn't mean i'm not serious hor.. but really lah 21st already muz noe how to take care of urself and dun be blur blur lost this lost dat, and dun get bully by ppl hor.. wish u all the BEST in watever u do, find a good job and get good result for ur FYP!! ;) HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY in advance!!! FROM UR MA WITH LUV... ha.. lol

...

2005-03-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

Wah damn freaking long din blog already man, coz of my com down and everyday so sian.. Not been good recent especially yesterday 16/3/05, everything like fuck loh, plus fyp also, dunno whether i did the rite thing or not, but i guess it's right for me to do after all..at least get e ans wat so i wun regret not asking, at least can elude fr it, hopefully i can. But i have wasted so much freaking time lot, wat the hell!!! but ok i admit it's my stupidness!! Hopefully I won't do dat again lah, but now it's like 3.10am in the morning loh and i'm typing this, ok juz wanna let my stream out, hopefully I will feel better, and thxs to KM, everytime i got prob u are e 1st to let me think of and to call u up, coz u my bro mah, ha... no choice lah.. hopefully i won't call u up to talk abt this matter anymore and hopefully it ends here, dun want to feel like this ever again, it's a fucking feeling and nobody will want to go through this, ha... no more crap, niteZzz... wish me luck man.

2005-02-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

hee... this is e book i'm talking abt.. really very nice & worth it.. thxs gys once again.. :) Jay is so damn COOL & Handsome!!!

Happy Valentine!!!

2005-02-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine!!! Ha… though it’s over but juz wanna share wif u guys how I’ve
Spent it.. I spent it wif Eliza & Fahiza later came Ian wif us oz he’s waiting for his gf, me Eliza & Fahiza went to Bugis Junction which is te nearest shopping center to us as our Miss Eliza doesn’t wants to walk. Then we juz walk ard, today’s Valentine day leh, so sad got to spent like dat but there’s things to made my day also, like I finally got Grandeur de D major by Jay Chou!!!  Dat time wanna buy but out of stock them they bought for me, it a advance birthday present for me fr Eliza, Fahiza, Jas, Anne & KaiMin..
Thxs so much guys!! Really very nice of u all.. :) Sorry tIan din get for u coz I’m too happy and forget to ask u until I’m in e train… :P then met Joanne & an , we chat wif Joanne for awhile while she waiting for her fren, then she left after her fren reached, then Ian joined us until it’s time to meet his gf, we passed by a stall where it sells nicely packed chocolates then Eliza decided to buy for her fren which she’ll be meeting later, to my surprise, Ian bought me one of the chocolate as my birthday present, though I asked him there’s no need to, but he insisted, so I accepted as it is, thxs for e chocolate. After dat we went home, then on my way hme, I can’t wait to see my Jay’s book, so I juz sat down st one of the void deck which I always do when I’m feeling down, dunno why I have this kind of habit u see, ha.. but I juz feel very comfortable sitting down there, especially today, it’s very windy down there, so nice to read Jay’s book there, it’s a quite place for me too.. but the wind juz getting stronger, ha.. so after spending half an hour there, I decided to go hme since I’m too afraid I’ll be carried away by e wind.. lol :P and this is how I spent my Valetine this yr… how “interesting” yeah, ha… but no too bad since I received Grandeur de D major by Jay Chou!!!

2005-02-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

there u see, she signed on it..:P

2005-02-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

And this is e poster together wif her cd... actually i aim for e mini ipod one then i join e contest one leh, but in the end i'm not dat lucky lah, ha.. but better than nothing lah..:P

2005-02-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

haiZz.. although recently unhappy things happening to me, but there's also alittle something to cheer me up.. Ha... met up wif my sec frenZz on fri, still as close... coz we still cherish each other mah!! ha.. so happy to see they we still as "38" as b4 ar, then i won this Stefanie CD which she signs on it!! ha.. though i'm not exactly her fan but i still like some of her songs...

2005-02-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

This is e back of the candy box... it shows the shop in New York... Wow... so nice and SWEET over ther... why they din open an outlet over here like these??? so sad... :(

2005-02-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hee... see this box of candy... my sis's fren bought for her... i juz like the box so sweet and nice rite?? but it Peppermints candy... hmmm... should have them in different flavours wat.... but it's fr quite a well-known brand fr New York.. so shld taste quite nice.. :)

2005-02-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

See... it grows... this was taken today, 06/02/2005 i named it Summer!!!!

2005-02-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

This plant was a gift fr my colleague.. Emmeline, 1 day b4 i'm leaving my com.. so sweet of her... this pic was taken on 13/01/2005...

2005-02-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

See.. their side view... so cute!!! :)

2005-02-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

hee.. they are so cute rite?? they can rock one noe, both fr my sis.. too bad ar, i dun have e full set.. :( Anyone wanna collect e full set and give to me??? hee.. i'll be real touch by dat..

A story to share...

2005-02-03T05:05:00.000+08:00

There was a time when A, B & C met each other, later they became close frenZz and buddies, they alway hang around together and everybody knows they were close frenZz.. even A itself thinks so also, so A treats them really well, always be there for them when they need someone. Although A knew that B & C are closer, (although C said that it treats A & B the same, they were both equally important to her) but A still treat them as its buddies, and almost very secrets A has, it would share with them.

But slowly as time passes, A realizes that things wasn’t like what A thought, whatever things happened, C always share it to B instead of A, and vice versa. Even though A knew this, A continue to hang out with them and treats them the same, thinking that all along it knew that B & C are closer so maybe that’s the case, A also thinks that it should cherish they friendship because it knows that they will be separated soon as they will be going out of their own world.

Although A thinks that way, but deep down inside A was hurt and disappointed. Thinking that everything will be fine and back to normal, things happened again, there was time when B & C came to class then they did not talk to A, A does not know what happened, then quietly sat there alone, thinking that it thinks too much. But lesson ends, both B & C get up of their seats and left the class, leaving A all alone there.

A was so shocked, don’t even know if it’s fault to make them angry. A was so heartbroken, sad & disappointed, on the way home keeps thinking of it. Whenever A is down, it will sit down at somewhere near its house just sit down there thinking, that time, A did that, but that did not makes A feel better, at night one of A’s good friends called to chat with A, (let’s call him D) while chatting D felt that A wasn’t it usual self, so he asks A what happened? A slowly trying to control its tears and started to sob and sob, D was shocked, because to him, A was always cheerful, bubblely but today is totally different. A apologized to D for this matter, but because it was really hurt and it can’t control its tears.

A, B & C were good frenZz fine again, but things don’t last long.. It’s time to choose to do a big project, and they planned to do together, but unfortunately they were told that only 2 can group together, A was sad because it wants to group with them, knowing that only 2 persons can be grouped together A knows that it got to do alone, A was worried and sad, B & C knew A is worry about this matter and C told A that they surely can group together if they going to do a big one and a good one, telling A not to worry, they won’t dump A alone. A was so touched to hear that and was really glad that they were with her. Then A started to plan how they want to start off everything, because time is running out, so A hopes to do a real good one, hopefully they really can group together. But B & C don’t really seem to keen on planning what to do, then C told A that B don’t seems to care so maybe C will do the project alone.

Hearing that A was disappointed but there’s nothing A can do, so A just go on to do alone. But the next few days during lesson time, lecturer asks who is doing what and it turns out that B & C doing the same thing together!! A was so shocked, it never knew that they actually betray A. A of course not only angry but also sad and totally disappointed with them. But guess what, A still willing to pretend that nothing happen and everything is fine look. ( Wah lau how stupid can A be!!!! Like that also can act like nothing happen ar!!) A still hang around with them. Unbelievable right? Because A still cherish their friendship, they’ve been through so much ups & downs together, A really can’t bear to lose them. But they didn’t even bother to explain why things like that and not even apologies to A. Then A’s idea was being accepted by most of the lecturers, except one, although most of the people was “shoot” by that lecturer, A still feel sad, so it went out of the classroom and hide itself at one corner. Then came E & F ( 2 of A’s classmates) they saw A was alone in a corner and begin to ask A what happen, A just smile and say nothing, then they ask A to join them. A politely rejected because A really wants to be alone.

Where’s buddies B & C?? they were out there with some other frenZz, didn’t even call or a message to ask A where A is. Some good frenZz huh?! A didn’t talk to them through out the lesson, vice versa too, after the lesson part of the people need to stay behind A was one of them, then B & C just left like that didn’t even look at A, not to mention to say goodbye to A. After these happened, A starting to doubt their friendship, is it really a friendship if they treat me like that? A starts to question itself..

But A is still glad that besides all these, A’s family is always be there for A, no matter what happened. A’s family is the most important to it. So people, if you are reading this damn long story, thxs for reading and hoping that you all can really cherish your family and friendship don’t let your love ones suffer like A, if you really care about them and remember don’t promise things which can’t keep, when you promise something, make sure you can do it.

2005-02-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

Wow wow wow....

2005-02-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

CooL>>>

2005-02-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

nice & COOL!!!

2005-02-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

singing love song...

2005-02-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

So talented!!

2005-02-02T16:16:00.001+08:00

hee..

2005-02-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

Damn Cool..

2005-02-02T16:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!

2005-02-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

wow..

2005-02-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

Jay's Incomparable Concert Photos!!!

2005-02-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

Jay's concert Poster!!!

heart

2005-02-02T13:32:00.000+08:00

heart

One of my Fav. songs recently... (Sang by 杰伦 at his Incomparable Concert 2004 in Taiwan)

2005-01-31T08:42:00.000+08:00

瓦解

说着笑着的午后钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你的身后时间把过去都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索
回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流

在你的身后时间把画面都带走
时间把镜头带走不假思索
回忆不放手
好想再跟你牵着手牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过之后眼泪还是不停的流
遇见彩虹雨下过之后街角出现彩虹泪流干之后有彩虹

Confused!!!!!!

2005-01-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm DEAD!!!! Confused!!!!! need to choose wat i'm going to major in AVP (Audio Video Production) or web, but i want to major AVP prob is there's alot of areas need to look into, like finding ppl to act, lightings everythings.......... So FUCKING many things man, then wat Eliza told me also true so now is like i'm stucked big time man, really very confused!!! everythings SUX man, feeling so DOWN, DEPRESSED and AIMLESSNESS...

My feeling is like FUCK today!!!

2005-01-17T05:00:00.000+08:00

dunno wat to describle my mood today loh, so many things happened in a fucking day can't really take it man, went to liting's birthday party yesterday, happy to see some of my frenz again but i noe dat time i was really happy, but on my way hme i feel sad inside i dunno y, but maybe i noe e reason juz dat i dun wanna admit i noe wat izzit, coz really feel like forget everything ...

eh eh!

2004-12-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

eh hi! how come i'm a contributor to this page hur? i thought this is your personal blog?! i can blog for you ah.

so as you see ah... xiuqin is my long long partner. sat beside her for like 3 years?so it's like we know each other inside out! yes yes. inside out! :D she's one of my best-est buddies ah. can bitch around with her for many many hours.

and we're going for ktv later. so i'll see her soon!

so miss xiuqin, thanks for being my friend for 11 years. huh?! 11 years liao meh? so long ah? okok. 11 years. thanks for always being there for me. you have been a really great girlfriend. be there for my wedding yea. haha.

hugs!

LUV U GUYS!!!

2004-12-27T12:15:00.000+08:00

Wow.. wat a day yesterday!! meet up with my gfs and Buddies on 24 Dec to 26 Dec !! I have so much FUN!!! Really enjoy it!!
24 Dec (X'mas eve),
Meet up wif L & B (L shld noe y I cannot put ur full name be coz of Kang Kang) lol.. ha.. went to a place.... tada.. Changi Airport.. ha.. be coz it's X'mas eve, so we thought maybe there shls be a less noisy & less crowded place.. true enough, it is, but it DAMN BORED dta, nothing to do, thought of going there to chat and view the take off of the plane but we din get to see.. Hai... so we moved on to L's godmother's place.. we sat beside e swimming pool, it's so cooling and a comfortable place dat made us so sleepy.. Ooh....... so B suggested dat maybe we can go to Orchard, he thought dat by the time we reach there, there'll be less crowded & since we gt nothing to do, we decided to catch a movie, but thxs to him, e place was still so crowded over there & so we find a quite place to sit down & chat, ha.. but those unfortunate ppl who walked past us, din noe dat we actually are bitching abt them, so sorry but we are juz TOO bored!! so forgive us.. :p anyway ard 3 plus we were all tired so we juz went back hme.. & dat's how we celebrate our X'mas eve..

25 Dec (X'mas),
Meet up wif my gfs, REALLY MISSED U GUYS!!!!!!! so great to see u all!!! have so much fun, we went to Woodlands, Causeway point to shopping and having our dinner, wow.. it's been a long time that we actuaaly sit down and have our dinner especiall a X'mas dinner!! e feeling is so great!! although i nearly fell aslp when having my dinner ha.. they actually wanted to take a pic on me falling aslp, ha.. but luckily i woke up in time!! it really fun, then we went to a cafe to continue our bitching, ha.. then Chelle called, we decided to play a trick on her, so we take turns to act those weird voices to cheat her, but no matter how many voices i act, she also noe it's me!!! ha.. i'm such a bad liar huh?! hee.. or it's juz dat she noe me too well, coz we are long-time-partner wat.. Ha.. lol.. then e next victim is Xinyi, me & yan, cheat her using e same method,
dun think she really believe, but we managed to bluff her abit.. ha.. she's too blur lah.. :p

26 DEc
Went out wif my same gfs again, but this time round, Michelle, Xinyi & Cat joined in.. Our group is getting bigger, ha.. but still got somemore not free lah, hai.. too bad.. yesterday we went to Bishan after we, ladies finished our hairstyling session, ha.. we either cut or dye our hair, then after all these we went to J8 to continue our meet up wif Cat they all, we have so much fun!! our last stop is at Secret Reciept, e guy (waitor) was cute, not bad looking and abit COOL.. ha.. he's friendly enough to joke wif us when he's helping us to take photos.. ha.. we enjoy taking photos althought ha.. the most funny part is when i'm taking photos wif Angie, Peiyan and Michelle keep on disturbing us especially peiyan, until i fell on to e ground!!! ha.. but luckily not too many ppl there lah, so it's ok, anyay in front of them i dun have any image one so no prob at all!! ha..
then when me and peiyan taking photos also is very funny, peiyan took a long time pressing e take btn until we smile until our mouths were trumbling, ha.. really funny then we alway burst out laugher whenever we are taking photos together.. I think i'm really blessed wif all our friendship still so close together although we are in different sch, but I surely and will keep them as my lifetime frenz!!!! thxs for colouring my life wif all ur care & laughter!!! FrenZ forever!! LOVE U GAlS!! Hee.. gonna meet u all for KTV session tml!! Cya!! :)

TiMe fOr A cHaNgE!!

2004-12-22T17:32:00.000+08:00

Left 1 hr 25 min then i'm going hme.. miss my bed so much.. dunno y, really tired today, maybe it's be coz i slpt late yesterday, ha.. watching Guessx 3 every tuesday, can see pretty gals & handsome guys, ha.. not bad. Can count down for X'mas already.. actually got a X'mas party with those little kids who we brought to sentosa last sat, but our final decision is... we decided to give it a miss, ha.. tracy and me are very concern abt our hps safety and I guess dat's e main reason.. (:p) hai.. so how abt 24th dec and 25th dec?? hai.. dunno yet lah, havn't decide yet, anyway it juz another lonely X'mas.. lol, I say until like very pitiful hor, ha.. no lah, actually it's nothing lah, get used to it, if I can wish for more than one things, dat will be.... DUN ever let me get to noe those ppl who like to make use of ppl and take things for granted especially when ppl treat u truefully!!! If u are dat kind of person, u better get ur sight out of ME!!! Coz I met too MANY this kind of ppl, i juz HATE it when ppl making use of me, only come to me when u need help, I'm the kind who I rather depend on myself then asking for help fr e others if i noe I can manage it, dunno whether izzit I have dat kind of kind soul face where ppl will come to me when they need help. I'm not e kind where I'll reject them when they need help, but i really need to see who really need help and to those who disappeared when I need them or only come to me when they need help, I really learnt e lesson & I noe how to deal with u all, so like wat I said, if u are dat kind of person, u better get ur sight out me!! Coz I won't be an angel alway, in e past maybe, but not now, I can be mean & nasty in order to protect myself, coz I think it's already beyond my limit!! And it's time for a change.

Juz For FUN

2004-12-22T08:20:00.000+08:00

Hee.. dunno y feel like posting something up here.. maybe i'm juz too bored down here, working right now (attachment) juz finished doing a flash map, sianZz... see the map see until blur already, X'mas is juz ard e corner yet dun have much feeling abt it, maybe be coz dunno how/Who & where to spend my X'mas, SianZzz.. my life is so BORED!!!!!!!!!! think i really need some excitment!!! Hai... really get a shock when i noe that A & S already ROM!!!! Surprise, surprise!!! but wish them all the best lah, ha.. hope A be coz of that will changed abit and treat us better.. :p Meet up wif my gfs on Sat, really happy to see them, coz it's been a long time since i last met them..going to Sentosa wif a bunch of kids, some really quit cute, but some really made me feel like slapping them!! (oops.. ha.. Juz kidding , i'm not so cruel one!! :p) but e fact is it's really quite meaningful to take those kids for an outing, actually dun really mind to do dat once a while.. Hai.. still left ard 2 hrs then kock off.. after dat gt to collect my contact lens, maybe can go shop for some X'mas present also.. ha.. depend lah, see how loh..